Saturday, 8 December 2012

the little goth that could

I appeard on another flyer, this one is a christmas kinky party.

I've become friends with some people in the fetish culture, actually one of them was the first person to start gathering parties in Portugal. he is a very down to earth person, and easy to talk to. I really like him and his girlfriend. they are both super awesome. <3

I started going to gathering parties, right around the 7th one, if my memory doesn't fail me. it was hands down, the most luxurious, decadent and entertaining party I had ever attended, people were very tasteful in their outfits and the decorations were also very catching... I actually had a lovely time considering it was my first fetish party I the most reasonable thing to happen would be for me to be somewhat shy or even shoked, but I liked it. I believe it was just the right amount of fetish for a first time. this was the conclusion of a dream of mine.
I always wanted to go to one, considering I grew up on a large diversity of movies, where sometimes the fetish garments would make an appearence and even the clubs had one or two different forms of events one could consider fetish.
so yes, it was lovely to be able to do that finally.

unfortunately, shortly after that I got involved with a person that frowned upon the whole concept of fetish, and not only the consideration of going to a party just for curiosity sake made this person sick, even more impossible was for him to imagine his girlfriend there...
so for a period of three years I would not be involved in nothing of the sort. just out of respect for this person, being my boyfriend.
also, modelling didn't sit well with him too, so I never attempted it sooner due to that.

luckily this pessimistic person is out of my life and I now date a very understanding and supporting metalhead.
love you Luso <3
I know this was a small post, but it was just to show you guys ;3
see ya soon!

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